More rant and Less rave

Sigh! It's been some time before I was able to get my groove back into blogging (something/s came up lately and wasted my time)

IT IS QUITE ANNOYING TO KNOW THAT MY BROTHER HAS THE GUTS TO DOUBLE CROSS ME.

It all started when I asked my gf to come over and help me out to iron and fold the clothes (it's a mountainful of clothes to process). My brother was running out of clothes to wear and I hate to see things lying around the house. So there we were - busy fixing things and my brother was happy online, forgot to do his own share of house chores and who knows chatting with whom?! The next day I brought some stuff to the hospital (my father was confined recently to PGH and that's another story...) Once I got home - I was locked out for 10-15mins (and i was literally pounding the door in order to get my brother's attention). I was shocked to see that after the door opened that there was another guy inside our house and he's a complete stranger! I asked the guy who the hell he was and he mentioned that he was brother's "schoolmate" (oh yeah right! you look more like one of those boys who hooks up with gay people like my brother). My brother gave me a lame excuse that MY laptop has a virus (mind you that my brother's taking up a computer course at this prestigious university along Taft Ave.) and he asked his friend to fix it for him. Right! Virus?! I reminded the stranger that the laptop that he was tinkering around was mine and not my brother's laptop (i was really pissed off because did not have the guts to inform me that something happened to my stuff - or was it just a lame excuse?). Ironically my brother has load in his cellphone (i gave him some load recently) but failed to inform me; now where did the load go (probably texting one of his boyfriends)?! My brother and his "friend" sneaked out before I was able to give them a piece of my mind. My brother texted me all kinds of shit message and he was threatening to tell my mom that my gf came over (my mom and my gf has some bad blood brewing between them) and he has evidence to prove it (and he was saving we did some other stuff the whole night-yeah right!) What a sick and pathetic move from a person whom I consider as a brother. Now he broke the only thing that bonds us and that is TRUST. I don't know what I'll do to him next time i see him fooling around with my stuff. I forgive but i don't forget all wrongs done against me...

Here is the other story

My father was confined to PGH because of his diabetes and the doctor decided to saw off a part of his left leg. My mother has to stay by my father's side. So i'm left with the duty of looking after the house. The mornings wherein I would ponder what to blog about was spent washing the floor, cleaning dog poo/pee, cleaning the ref, etc... So I was too wasted (and exhausted) to even think of what to blog about. I was even stupid enough to go to the hospital after my shift (i work at night) and I forgot that i'm not supposed to do that. It's quite frustrating to know that my father has to experience this and he ignored the medical insurance that I gave him a year earlier. The insurance would have given given him the maintenance medicine (and the medical care) he needs and avoid having us go thru the hassle that we are going thru this very moment. Stupid reason he gave me when we still had the insurance was that he was too busy with his business. See where your lame excuse brought our family to. My parents were frustrated earlier because the insurance was not there anymore and was demanding for me to reinstate it (they even said that it was the law - WTF! where did they get such an idea?). I simply informed them that it is not available anymore and they should have used it when it was still available (i was practically begging them to use it but to no avail)